So, as many of you know(well I have no idea who, if anyone even reads this!) we have been trying to get pregnant for a while now. It's creeping up on two years, with a couple month break in there for my appendix surgery. It is getting really frustrating! We have needed to have stuff checked out for a while now, but just haven't had the money or time really to do it. But we really need to. I am actually thinking it might be my thyroid, which I hope it is, because there is an "easy" way to fix that problem. I am just hoping that I don't have any huge problems due to my surgery. I think I'm a little scared to find out what is wrong to tell you the truth. I just keep hoping that if I just wait "another month" I will become pregnant.
It seems like everyone around me is getting pregnant though. I currently have 4 sister-in-laws that are pregnant, and one that just gave birth last month. My friend/neighbor is pregnant, and a ton of other people I know. I am extremely happy for all of them, I truly am, I just am sad. I'm grateful for my little girl, and if she is the only child I am able to give birth too, then, well, I got the best! But I just keep hoping and praying that our family isn't done growing yet. I know people that can't even have a child, so I do feel blessed that I had that opportunity. But yeah, I will go to the doctor soon to find out if there is something wrong...I guess I'm just scared.
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I'm sorry you guys are having such a hard time. That would be really frustrating. I know the feeling of everyone around you being pregnant. I really want to have another one, and I admit it I'm jealous of everyone who is pregnant. It's just kind of hard to get pregnant when your husband hasn't been home for 5 months. Good luck with the doctors appointments. I'm praying for you.
I hope you figure it out Natalie. Don't be scared, there are a lot of reasons for not getting pregnant that are treatable and not scary. I wish I could give you some of my fertility power, I don't need it anymore.....lol. It seems so unfare. Make that appointment today, I love you! Good luck!
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